Life is always filled with wonders,
how come i’m living my life like this?

I need to explore the world, instead being all fuzzed up about
not doing things right.

I hope to see a shooting star one day and just wish upon something
that I’ve always wanted

like to get accepted to the college I really want to go to
to get better in Math.

I am filled with too many dreams, will they come true?

Hey, Life’s been great lately. Just been tired that’s all, I’m blogging from my iPod touch. The touch screen keybord is actually cool. So anyways my first day of school was really exciting! I made new friends and also helped the lost freshmen who was heading to the same AP world history and the amazing thing is that she’s a freshmen and she’s taking an AP class on her first year of her high school year. In my freshmen year I never got a chance to even take AP classes because you could only take it in you’re junior year or senior year. Things have changed over a couple of years and now i’m a senior and this is my last year to get ready for college and get good grades which will determine my future. Yesterday I had no school and I don’t have school on Monday so I have three days to complete all my homework. 라 라 라…. Bye.

School start’s in two days. I’ve been playing soccer this whole week, practicing with my team and also trying to complete my homework. Life’s been hard, trying to become better but then there’s always someone trying to become better then you. Other then that today I went to eat out with my friends at a little Japanese resturant. Then my package from Korea arrived, I love my pencil case it’s huge and all my pens, pencils, erasers, et cetra all fit inside.

now other then that I have to wake up early tomorrow for freshmen orientation. I think it will be a good day, I’m going to skip my morning soccer practice but go to the afternoon practice because I have to help out during the freshmen orientation at my high school. So school starts on Thursday and I’ve completed half of my homework but I haven’t started on my AP World History homework and the weird thing is I saw my two history teachers from freshmen year and sophomore year and my freshmen year history teacher was like “Tashi I have you for AP world History, that is so unfair” and I said “Huh, why?” and he laughed for a while and said I was joking in a british accent since my AP World History teacher is british.

Now, I’m not going to be blogging for quite a while since school is my # 1 priority and also good news I got a haircut today. I like it and now I’m off to finish rest of my homework and get a good night sleep.

sadly there’s no song which I can post or video.

Translation

I alone like the sky
Though you may disagree
The door
wordlessly closes on my unsettled heart
The road opens to the complete unknown
My unchanging sorrow is singing
For the brightly shining
Star named hope
And I like my way
My way
My way
My way
There’s no one to stop my heart
From goin my way
I can’t close my eyes
And I like my way
My way
My way
My way
For that one star called hope

I still like the sky
Though everyone else may disagree
What you see is not everything
Once Again I face my future
My unwavering feeling is singing
For the brightly shining
Star named hope
And I like my way
My way
My way
My way
There’s no one to stop my heart
From goin my way
I can’t close my eyes
And I like my way
My way
My way
My way
For that one star called hope

And I like my way
And I like my way
And I like my way

There’s no one to stop my heart
There’s no one to stop my heart
There’s no one to stop my heart
And I like my way

And I like my way
My way
My way
My way
For that one star called hope.

Comment: This song makes me feel happy, the lyrics truly describe me well and the hope i’m longing for.

I need to start cramming,
I am bad at multi-tasking,
I went to staple’s today,
bought a lot of school supplies,

now my locker and my bag is loaded with
school supplies,

like pencils, pens,erasers,binders,papers,
art pencils (with different shades like b,hb…et cetra),
white-outs,folders,hole puncher/ruler, stapler, and et cetra,

now I’m waiting for my new super junior graffiti pencil case
to be arrived from korea. I already own like three pencil cases,
wow I’m really a needy person (don’t want to be)

and I have to start orginizing.

I went to my high school yesterday with my friends,
I wanted to change my scheduale but my guidance conseulor said
“next week” everything seems to be next week, maybe next month..

tired of waiting, I want to achieve something.
I wonder if I can get through this school year
without any dissapointments, failures, test miseries…
It’s saddening that I never have acedemic classes with my bestfriends or friends,
except for gym which me and my best friend had.

“can’t always get what you want”
that’s life.

hence I’m writing like this because I don’t want to remember
the long essays I’ve written the past year for my english class.
no offense to english class lovers, I love english but not to the point
I go crazy about it.

It’s 11:41 pm right now, this is the time where I should have been sleeping three hours before, but my friend keeps insisting I stay online and chat with him and I couldn’t help but say okay. our communication is quite fun and I’ve been feeling refreshed after talking to him about my life. How plain my life is, and I’m still communicating with him. Friends should listen to other friends right? So I’m trying out for soccer this thursday, and i’m getting a haircut today.

There are a lot of times I’d wanted to pen down my thoughts/feelings/daily happenings, but lately I’ve been contented with keeping things to myself. Maybe it’s a phase, maybe it’s a growing up thing, I don’t know. As I get older every year I find myself wanting less, being more reserved, caring less about things I once threw my whole self into, being more cautious, being more aware, being more realistic…it’s starting to get no fun at all. Or maybe it’s just been the past semester. All the work and some…things…that’s making me feel empty. Or maybe I’ve just been in a rather blue mood today.

groove

I had so much fun today,
I went to the zoo with my family and relatives.
I met new people and made new friends,
did so many fun things,
got tanner.

now I’m really tired, and I have to go to the airport tommorow
to say farewell to my aunt and uncle and my cousin who came from Europe.
I’m thinking it won’t be a happy farwell rather then a sad one..

ahhh, my mind is bobbly!~ where has faith and hope gone? when I need one?

I’m getting a haircut soon and I need to finish my summer homework before school starts, I don’t have time and summer flew by way too fast in a blink of an eye. I also ordered a Super Junior (Korean boy band) graffiti pouch pencil case and It will be arriving shortly. Its being shipped from South Korea so it might take time.

I wish I could live in South Korea anywhere but here!~

I miss you june, where have you gone???

Camping was fun, I got a few musquito bites but It’s okay. I got a new bike the day before I went camping, and I like the bike. I can ride it everyday to school instead of taking the bus or even waiting for the bus. I’m almost done reading my book “The Purple Hibiscus” It’s a good book indeed, give it a try. I won’t be blogging for quite a while and school starts in two weeks and I have to get all my summer homework done or else I’m dead (sarcasm); but in those couple of weeks I pointed out my mistakes and corrected them, and eventually I learned to live with it.

Life’s good, with what makes you happy.

I’m so tired today from shopping, then I went for a phsycial check up and the doctor told me I need to have 3 shots taken, It didn’t hurt that much except for the first one. The first one felt like someone stabbed me with a sharp pen. The happy news is that I recieved my i-pod touch today. I like it very much, need to still add videos and more music.

oh yeah the doctor told me that I might need to wear glasses, which I have never done before because I have good eye sights, but since I took my eye vision test today the examinor told me that I’m far sighted and that my right eye can see better then the left eye. I believe my eye sight got weeker since the last eye examination I took. If I wear glasses it would look very odd because I’ll have to explain to my friends who’ve never seen me in glasses for years.

rather then that I’m going camping with my family and relatives this friday for a week. I hope I don’t have a lot of musquito bites and hopefully I can endure the pain because the nurse at the hospital said that my second shot (injection) I got will start to pain in two days. The male nurse reccormended that I eat tynenol to get rid of the pain. I should do that, and I still need to do my AP homework and my summer reading, I’m almost done with my first book the “Purple Hibiscus” and while I’m writing this my two arms are aching from the injections I recieved today. Well Enjoy all your summer days, whoever reads my blog.

“Soundtrack of Mr. Bean’s Holiday”

Lyrics:

Here you go way too fast
Don’t slow down you’re gonna crash
You should watch – watch your stay here
Don’t look out you’re gonna break your neck

So shut, shut your mouth
Cos I’m not listening anyhow
I’ve had enough, enough of you
Enough to last a life time through
So what – what do you want from me?
Got no words of sympathy and if I go around with you
You know that I’ll get messed up too with you
With you

Na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na

Here you go way too fast
Don’t slow down you’re gonna crash
You don’t know what’s been going down
You’ve been running all over town

So shut, shut your mouth
Cos I’m not listening anyhow
I’ve had enough, enough of you
Enough to last a life time through
So what – what do you want from me?
Got no cure for misery and if I go around with you
You know that I’ll get messed up too with you!
With you!
With you!
With you!

Na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na

You, with you, with you
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Don’t slow down you’re gonna crash
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Don’t Slow down you’re gonna crash
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Don’t slow down you’re gonna crash
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Don’t slow down you’re gonna crash
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Don’t slow down you’re gonna crash
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Don’t Slow down you’re gonna crash.

Comments: This song has a catchy tune, and you can also dance to this song while singing a long, and the lyrics are pretty intense looks like a song for someone who’s really pissed off at someone. Maybe they can dedicate this song to someone they despise really much. I know I can dedicate this song to someone who I think is very crude. I like this song!

Music to your ears.